I just clicked submit on my Fulbright application. I cannot remember the last time I worked so hard on anything. This includes college applications. I felt sick with nervousness every time I clicked the submit button, and I clicked cancel at least 3 times even though I knew I had complied with all the rules and I could do nothing to make any of my essays better. I think *crosses fingers* that I at least have a chance. Please, US government, send me to Senegal this summer.